I need to stop. Please, help me stop

I went in for an hour of counseling today and it felt good to openly talk about things that I was previously afraid to admit even to myself in my own head. That being said, I’m confronted with a couple problems and I don’t know what to do about them. On the plus side, I’m more at closure now with something else that’s been bothering me. I feel a bit stupid though about the way I thought about it the entire time. Like Nietzsche conveniently put it, “good” and “bad” are merely perspectives and not absolute… people are simply different is all.

Spring Quarter should be a happy one… why is this coming back? I think it’s because of my physical location/situation. But I can’t change that any time soon and I don’t know what to do in the meantime. Or I could change my attitude towards my current situation; that would help a lot probably. But that’s too much easier said than done.

I’m making mistakes every day and I’m learning so much. Also getting on that finals study grind, gonna try and kill my classes then destress by seeing Wave Racer/Cashmere Cat on Friday and then going to fucking Amsterdam and Madrid

Also I suddenly feel like using tumblr again… I don’t know why.

envycamacho:

do you ever just get so zoned into your music that you forget that you’re staring at someone’s dick or that you’re walking in a crowded hallway or that life is real

I forget that walking up and down Sheridan takes 12 minutes…

(via rockyraccoonsandglassonions)

massive withdrawals. honestly I thought Dance Marathon was like a fucking rave at times. Heavy bass just makes me feel like a cog in an endless music machine. I know that sounds weird but it’s an amazing experience that I haven’t had in months.